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As time speeds on I lose my way The vision dimmer each passing day The future hope that never came I gave myself up for the flame Kept it burning with all I was It must not go out, it can't because That flame is for the world to see It's all I am It's all that's me And when that flame burns down to naught You'll see me for what you shouldn't have thought A blackened wick with nothing there A cold heart with deep despair Now for you I will explain The secret meaning behind the flame; I put myself to what I did Looking good with evil hid So while the outside danced and glowed The things inside never showed And as my flame sho

I live on a street Called Memory Lane Here things don’t change They just stay the same I dwell with the dreams Which pine to come true And cling to the hope I once had in you Together forever Just you and me Happy together We ever will be I’ll never dare to step in truths light To show what I know That nothing is right In dark I’ll remain, never to see The future I had and things that could be But I will look out To see how you are Admire your blessings Watch you go far While I sit stewing In what I create My head will imagine That everything’s great And as the days pass Time slips on by I’

I couldn’t sleep last night So I spent my time analyzing everything I got up early the next morning Quietly creeping down stairs not to wake mother For some reason I wasn’t thinking of you But curious at a more distant memory It occurred that maybe I wasn't alone So I searched the archives But everything was different than I remembered it You are worse off than I was It all seemed so real then It was more real than anything I had ever experienced But doesn’t it always seem real Funny how surreal reality is once it’s in the past But they say love is blind And I believe that I read about an innocent first lo

Thanks for the gift My sadness my song I still don’t know why I’ve felt this so long Pack in your life Now take it away I don’t want to know you Just one more day You were my comfort You were my friend And I can’t believe This is the end Time has since stopped And here I’ll remain Cling to the memory That’s always the same And I’ll stay in love With the person I knew And not this cold Terrible you I’ll lose sleep I’ll drive myself mad To find a way back To the thing that we had I need some way To shut off my mind Get peace and comfort I never can find So maybe you’

I dreamt of you the night of last The haunting of a promised past Begins as one expects it might Where everything starts out alright But then my arms, they held you tight “This shouldn’t be” I thought with fright But who am I? It felt so right So that hug turned to a kiss And with that kiss I reminisce To a place I often miss And thus the kiss turned to a stare Our worlds were locked without a care It seemed like no one else was there The love I felt could hardly bear Your eyes still burned the deepest blue But in them now a passion grew A passion that we never knew One kiss then I wanted more I went back in,

One, two - I love you. Three, four - but not anymore. Five, Six - Hurt me for kicks. Seven, Eight - The pain was great. Nine, Ten - It happens again.

I hate this poem I hate how it rhymes I hate how I think Of you all the time I hate that I notice Things that you do I hate how you never Think of me too I hate your blue eyes I hate your brown hair I hate your body I hate that I care I hate your laugh I hate your smile I hate that I thought It could work for a while I hate you I hate myself I hate that I can’t Become someone else I hate my anger I hate my hate I hate how I thought Things could be great I hate all the lies I hate whats been done And I hate that I thought You were the one.

Here looking back On all that there was Take back your memories I don’t want them because The meaning has left me The value is gone They’re just a reminder That everything’s wrong Into a box Locked with a key The pain that’s attached Is too much for me Still I remember Days of the past Filled with excitement I wish they would last But time took its toll As days rolled on by I lost your feelings You said goodbye Roles are reversed Time has been swayed Moves in slow motion Feelings soon fade Seems in the end You have my heart Me? useless memories Time tears apart This sweetest denial Where I’

Broken and alone I am left here once again with myself. But who am I anway? When ever I look into the mirror all I see is another failure. I can't look into myself to see the good inside. So my hope has fallen through. Everyone seems so close to me, yet so far away. They can see me, but I'm never really there. You're the only one that I can see and in this game that I'm trying to play you're doing very well it seems. There is no justice in that. Innocence has been replaced with guilt. I closed my eyes to dream for a while and you swapped a beautiful truth for disguisting lies. Now I'm simply a slave to anger and a victum of circumstance. I ho

What did you ever see? Were you just using me? Where did your feelings go? How was I to know Memories still reappear Meanings still left unclear Remains of them fade away Duller each passing day Asking you to explain Efforts all end in vain I am left wondering why How hard did you try? I used wish you and me Could be how we used to be Then one day I realized I was in love with lies. The world comes in black and white Colorless in my sight Quietly drift along Humming my favorite song Throw on an empty smile Laugh and talk a while A matter of my pride Keeps all the angst inside I’ll never let you see The damage you